19 3 / 2013
I am overwhelmed. Really wishing I could get my guitar from my dads house and just play.
God, why me? That is what I have been struggling with. Why me? When you were creating me you knew what was going to happen. You knew mom would die. You knew dad would fall into alcoholism. You knew that the divorce would be hard. You knew I would live with my neighbor. You knew I would feel responsible for protecting Allison from herself. You knew that I would be the only one who sees Jessicas struggles. You knew how busy, how worried, how overwhelmed I would get. Why me? Out of all the little girls in the world why me? And why didn’t you make me stronger? Thats what I need is strength.
I need music. And God.
23 1 / 2013
There are six things the Lord hates,
seven that are detestable to him:
a lying tongue,
hands that shed innocent blood,
a heart that devises wicked schemes,
feet that are quick to rush into evil,
a false witness who pours out lies
and a person who stirs up conflict in the community.
01 1 / 2013
Well we made it!…wait no one is really following me.
Oh well! Hello me!
Well in Lamintations 3:22-23 it says
“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.”
Let’s not wait for a new year to come to change, or to get closer to God! When he forgives us every day! And each morning you can start new! :) happy new year! Let’s make it amazing! :) - GC